Once you are calm, through following the lessons learnt on your course, begin to ask this question only considering its implications
“My mother was a very self-centered person. At times, all of us, my father included, were used only as a means of gaining what she wanted. Her needs were always paramount and it was as if the rest of us didn’t have any feelings at all. There was always a sense, that when she did [...]
I have it on good authority that Orc's think we humans are all ugly bastards! Get my point?
Ponder: What is it that really matters in life?